what a suck news...new job but without commission?so what for i doing hardly?

when i need you...you not around me again...when you happy-ing there, i was here worried you with a lonely.

what else i can do for myself to get more attention from you...even just a single concern...a single word......

always disappointed.....................

ya... I'm alone again,when i need you...

have a long long time din't update this blog...

life still going suck, but i still survive.

leaving my hell company so soon, never need to listen to them anymore.

damn happy...

what i need...

your concern...

your shoulder...

your heart...always be the 1st u think before everything..

it is so hard?

when i moody u moody too...i need to make u happy

when u moody i make u happy...but u still moody...

but i'm human too right?

i cant be tired? i cant be sick? i cant be angry?

when i tired u show me ur tired face too.when i sick u never care for me. when i angry u still scold me up.

why...is it have to be like this?

everyone never fully care my heart...my feel...

open up my facebook, msn, twitter...just notice actually no one will listen to me.

ya...i'm alone...always alone...

I'm back~

原来已经很久没来这里写日记了.

差点就忘了我有这一个blog...

最近都在忙做工,忙....恋爱？和自己恋爱....

曾听说"人有三衰六旺" ， 很好奇的想知道,我的旺在哪里？

天秤座都爱公平,这个我自己很认同....

太爱公平的我总是找不到平衡点.

也让自己跌得很痛...

已经6个月了,过了一个完全不是我自己想要的生活...

光明正大是我一直坚持作风...但现在我怎么变成这样?

爱情永远是人类最大的烦恼...也是最让人没平衡感的地方.

付出了有谁不想要有回报？付出了有谁愿意被当多余？

我承认我付出了我想得到回报,但为什么我给了真心换回的是狗肺？

我不想走回以前的路...我想和你一起牵手一起走向未来,可是...你知道吗？

老天爷,让我好过一点好吗？给我一点快乐的生活好吗？

最近都怎么每天都下雨？

最近都一直驾车到处去做工~

就快腰断了....痛到不行啦！

躺在床上都感觉痛到想流泪的~~

为了你伤了自己真的好不值得...真的好后悔~

伤了腰也弄断了自己的手指....我真的是吃傻了脑！

其实我付出就只想得到一样的回报...

但我都付出那么多了,得到的也只是冷水.

你们还想挑剔我什么啊？

能做的我都做了...什么委屈我也忍了~~

你们还想要什么？

这一刻真的好像回去KL的生活,

好想回去读书~~至少那时的我不会孤单不会有感觉委屈的时候...

会有一班好朋友,有人当我哥哥般看待的~~

从来不别排斥的我,这次真的好难适应...

难道真的男人不坏女人不爱？

我不敢说我自己有多好,但我总比一些人好吧？

那为什么你们都能接受他们而不能接受我？

我也为你们付出做了不少...

但是到最后为什么你们给我的反应给我的结果是这样的残忍啊？

这种挫折感真的好难受好难受~~~

我就快撑不下去了啦!!!

就让我好过一点好不好？

不要对我要求那么高不要一直鸡蛋里挑骨头好不好？

我也有我选择的权力吧？

你们一直挑我时我也有权利挑你们吧？！

我还没挑你们你们别来挑我好不好？！

这样的生活我很累啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

O.M.G....what happen to me?

why my nose keep bleeding?

day over day...time is going fast without notice.

but i still stand at here,doing the same thing without result.

after my uni life,i have to rush for my future, earn more money and save more money.

after 1 and half year, i still got nothing...

what is my problem?

every time try to save money,in the end still spend it all.

is already 23 years old, don't have car, don't have house, didn't save any money.

so what i got in this 23 years? just wasted all the my life time.

so far...my job, going badly...work for 1 years already,but still haven get any commission.

every get complain said that i not mature enough.

actually what did you all want?i change all the time, but you all still complain and complain~~~why not you all just come do the sales person by self.

if the job is easy why you don do it by self?i have my strategy ok???

tired with this kind of life....